late at night i wonder...sometimes i can't sleep because my head is so full of stuff that it won't shut up and let me get some shut eye. i think about everything, and the best part is, i can think about anything. no one will laugh at me, or bug me about anything. i can think that i am going to fly to to moon tomorrow, or i can think about everything that i can do to avoid the latest paper. sometimes i dream that i just handed in the best paper in the entire world and no one can tell me otherwise. random thoughts can pop into my head and it doesn't matter, no one is listening, i can guide my thoughts anywhere they want to go. the randomness of life is great. it's like when the snow falls, you never know where it will land, but at the same time, you know that the snow will always form the same blanket not matter where each flake falls. i seem to have a fascination with snow, i guess that is true, i do like snow! he he snow is a funny word. the thoughts in my head come out similar to this journal, random, continuous, never ending. as much as i would like to turn them off sometimes, i enjoy them a lot more the rest of the time. hmmm...ok well that settles my thoughts for the day! tune in next time